Physicians have the highest rate of suicide of any
profession.
I told this to a friend of mine the other day and she was
shocked. And I was shocked that she was shocked. To me, it seems obvious—we have
high stress jobs, high rates of depression, and knowledge of as well as access
to lethal drugs. We take on the suffering of the world without training in how
to deal with burnout, loss, abuse, and failure. Residency is only possible for
those who become, as Dike Drummond notes on The Happy MD blog, lone-ranger-superhero-emotionless-workaholics. How else are you supposed to survive being solo on an
overnight call with the sickest patients in the hospital? So that’s how we
cope. But that’s not the answer. In one study, 40% of interns (first-year
residents) met criteria for major depressive disorder.1 Forty
percent!
I was discussing this with a colleague recently, lamenting
the fact that we have to turn off our compassion in order to survive difficult
situations. If you get too close to the teenager dying from cancer, it’s too
hard to do your job. So you create distance. “You have to!” I said, meaning it.
She looked at me sadly. “No, you don’t.”
I’m not sure I completely believe her, but I think that’s
because I was trained (as we all were) to become a lone-ranger-superhero-emotionless-workaholic. Thankfully my faith and my amazing support system have kept me from going too far over the edge, but what if there was another way? One that didn’t
involve having to always be right or never being able to ask for help? Medicine
will always be difficult (especially in today’s world with its constant fight
for reimbursement, poor access to care, and patients who diagnose themselves
with Dr. Google and get their vaccine advice from celebrities) but we don’t
have to get burned out.
General estimates
among practicing providers are that anywhere from one-third to over half suffer
from symptoms of burnout (defined as depersonalization, emotional exhaustion,
and decreased sense of accomplishment). So what do we do?
There has been a lot of promising research in the areas of
mindfulness and positive psychology, and I’m starting to immerse myself more in
it as I take on the task of improving wellness and reducing burnout within our
section (not a small challenge, with some 100 providers and the lowest employee
satisfaction rates within the hospital).
I’m not under the impression that things will change
quickly, or by great percentages, but I’m going to try to do something. I have
to. Because the alternative is to accept the unreasonably high rates of
depression, burnout, and suicide in my colleagues and friends. And we were made for more.
To finish, I’m going to borrow an exercise from the Positive Psychology
department at Penn to challenge you, dear reader (and myself). It has been
shown to improve wellbeing and to have lasting effects even 6 months down the road.
It’s called “What Went Well”.2
Here’s how it works:
For 2
weeks, at the end of every day, write down 3 things that went well that day. Doesn’t
have to be big things. Then write down why those things went well.
Example: I
was able to work out today because I was disciplined and had the time to commit
to exercise.
Another
example: My best friend called me to catch up because she cares about me and
wants to know how I am doing.
That’s it.
That’s all you have to do. You don’t have to show it to anyone or make it
eloquent. Just give it two weeks.
Here’s to wellbeing. For all of us.
1. Guille, C., et al. (2010) in Journal of Graduate
Medical Education.
2. For more exercises and resources, visit
www.authentichappiness.org
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